Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Probably the last images of the year. I reached the one goal I set for myself on this blog and that was to have more posts than the previous year. While I didn't complete any big projects, I did make a lot of things which I take as a positive. I'm still finding my way, partially through the grief of the loss of my mom last year. Directionlessness is still a problem, though perhaps there's solace in the short form as well. I have hopes for Ghiroy, but we'll see. There's been a lot of stalling. Strangely, this little ditty with Smatt has helped me out some and I think I need to format Ghiroy more like this, not least of which because it's fun to draw and that's an important part of making comics for me. If it's not fun, I won't do it. So anyway, this. Dunno where Smatt's going. Not sure he knows. We'll both see when he gets there. I know he's looking for his cousin and he's not pleased about it. That's all I know. Happy New Year.

Monday, December 29, 2014

Did this today. Well, mostly today. Might be the start of something, might not. At least I think I figured out the problem with Ghiroy; I'm trying too hard to make it into a regular comic style, meaning that it should have panels and the like. The first section is almost all single illustrations, no panels, just an occasional head. That's what I like drawing the most, so the comic should be the same way. This page with Smatt is very much like that, and I should continue doing that with Ghiroy so I don't lose steam or interest. Doesn't mean I can't do more than one thing at a time. I don't know that I have anything to say with Smatt; perhaps he is the avatar of my anger. I don't know. But here's this thing; pencil drawing first, Illustrator in greyscale and final version with limited color.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Some stuff from the last few days. As Xmas approaches, I've had no time at all for art. Too tired, shifts too long, etc. Managed to eke these out, though and had fun doing them. The multiple styles thing can be a real problem. I get so easily distracted. I'm amazed I ever got any of the comics done. Anyway, before and afters for both.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Been looking at Jack Davis' ink work and have been thinking about adding some texture/shading to my own stuff, something I really don't do or haven't done. This was a first attempt. Sadly, when shrunk, it gets muddy so it's hard to see. I'm not sure I like it for this application, either, though it has some possibilities. It makes for a much 'dirtier' drawing, I think, so I'd have to adjust the subject matter to go along with it. But his work for EC, in its original, pre-colored form just amazes me. So, this.

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

This year's digital holiday card. Didn't come up with the idea until too late and I wasn't even looking for an idea when I drew it. For all those (Vince) watching this blog, I hope you have a great season.

Friday, December 12, 2014

Getting back on the horse, at least a bit. It's really hard at this time of year when there's so much else going on and I'm working more hours. I think I have my mind wrapped around where I want to go with this now and I hope I can make better progress than I have been on it. I do want to tell it. And hell, I'm thirty pages in already. That's nearly twice as long as the last thing I finished. So here's hoping.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Haven't done a page of Ghiroy in forever. Art in general has been much harder lately. That spark, whatever it is that gets me up and drawing has been absent and I haven't felt like drawing much of anything. Well, that's not entirely true. I've -wanted- to draw but haven't felt like I had anything to say. Just the same old stuff over and over. I do want to do this comic. Thing is, I want to get to the 'good' parts and right now it feels like slogging. I'm impatient. There has to be introduction, character development and such before we go swinging swords about. I know who each of these people are and I really want to get to the meat of things. I hope I can sustain some kind of momentum. Slow sucks but it's better than nothing. So here. Her name's Francesca, by the way. She's named after a wooden frog bank my sister and I had as a kid. It's long gone but I remember it vividly.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Haven't been drawing much lately but I have found another creative outlet. My other blog on BlogSpot is The Movie Wrench, a place where I've written about movies that I thought, well, could have been better. I only have half a dozen posts over there and that's over a five year span. This past week, I decided to make a video of one of those posts. It was a lot of fun to do, showed me what it's really like to perform (sort of; I would still not do anything live as it's too intimidating), to really hammer on a project like this and I learned how to do some editing in Final Cut Pro. So, for what it's worth, there's this:

The Movie Wrench

Friday, November 07, 2014

Another quick one for today.

Had a little run of rabbit drawings (or is that droppings?). All good fun with no real point. Still, was nice to be drawing and inking something. The colors and clothing (such as it is; no pants!) was inspired by a Kickstarter project called Urbance. It looks to be something very fresh and potentially hip and interesting. Way outside my aesthetic though its youth and vibrance is really inspiring. I tried to adapt some of that using my mishmash of rubber-hose and Euro-comic styles. There's an awkwardness about the character I like though his proportions mean that I draw off the edge of the page more often than not. The one of him sitting at the table defines how I'd use him in that everything would be a little small for him, requiring that he have to stick those limbs out at angles to be able to use them. Dunno why, I just like it that way. So until I find something meaningful to work on, there are these.

Monday, October 27, 2014

Haven't drawn anything in far too long. Just haven't felt like it. I'd look at my old work, like it and wish there was some kind of spark of inspiration, motivation or both. A few pencil sketches I've started just sat unfinished as I just didn't feel like doing any more. Today I managed to get this out. It's not much but it's something. My inks are drying out and I can't find my #2 brush though I managed ok. I wish I did have something to say, something worth saying. Lately, I just don't. So, something.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

I don't usually post photos though I really like to take them. Because of the loss of my mom, I hadn't gone through the images I'd taken during our cruise down the Danube last year til now. As it is, I think I have some pretty nice photos in there. I seem to like to get caught up in the details, very much interested in the little parts that make up a place. Italy was great for this as there were hitching rings, interesting doors, doorknobs, windows and gargoyles all over the place. The light in eastern Europe was totally amazing; but for one day, the sky was a nearly cloudless deep deep blue. It made a great backdrop for the amazing sculpture and architecture that was pretty much everywhere. These are just a few of the images I chose that will make up a photo book.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

So this happened. The Lautrec thing. As soon as I did that last one, I knew I was going to do this and, once again, second guess myself. Thing is, this didn't really take any longer to do this kind of coloring than it did to render it in Illustrator. It's a very different aesthetic and, like the bunnies before this, I'm muddying things up by experimenting again. But I did it, and here it is.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Haven't uploaded anything here or anywhere in three weeks. That's not good. But I haven't really been inspired by much or motivated or whatever. Also had some good friends over for about a week from Boston which was nice. Was reading a book on Lautrec this morning and thought about trying to make PS function in his style of 'cross-hatched' oil paint. Scanning in the back of the drawing pad really helped, I think. Kept the pencil sketch layer in there as he seems to have done a lot of drawing, too. I didn't nail it, partially as I abstracted the form so much and hell, I'm no Lautrec but it was fun to do and I really should be creating more. My goal of having more posts each year in this blog won't happen if I don't make things. So, this.

Friday, September 26, 2014

Old work. I posted a bunch of my old work to tumblr for no other reason than the fact that I had found some really old CD back ups (circa 1999) and was surprised they still worked. I was really bad at keeping records of my stuff back then and most of the scans were poorly made at 72 dpi. So I did a kind of cautionary tale for other artists telling them to do a better job than I did of documenting their own stuff. Posts arehere andhere. What surprised the crap out of me was that a lot of people, well, a lot for ME glommed onto those. I got more notes and new followers for those two posts than just about anything else. These days, I struggle to get to 5 likes on tumblr. Thing is, when I was doing the art in those two posts fifteen years ago, I was getting pretty much the same reaction then for what I get now; passing dismissal. I have no idea what to do with or about this. I like some of the old work, some of it I think is rather lacking. Doesn't matter; I don't draw like that any more. Or paint. I tried doing a little sketch in one of the old styles after I posted yesterday and it just felt wrong. I had pretty much no connection to it at all.

I always seem to do things backwards; I started with the abstract and moved slowly towards a more realistic, though still distorted general approach. Speaking with a friend about this, he claims that I'm an outlier, that I was ahead of the game. I don't know if I agree with him, mostly as my fear of ego won't let me. Still, what do I do with this? Nothing, I guess. What's left of these works are just stacks of paintings, some damaged beyond repair, that line my closet. I guess it's nice that people like them, I just wish I could get this kind of response for something I've done recently. Or perhaps I could get people to read Tamino and talk to me about it. It's very troubling. As is always the case, I can't just make something to please someone else. It feels twisted and wrong. So I guess I just enjoy the fact that, for a brief moment, some people I've never met nor will ever meet liked some of my old work well enough to let me know and move on. What else can I do?

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Got sick a couple weeks ago. Sometimes, after being sick, I find myself with little to no ambition to draw anything. It makes me sad. It helps emphasize a directionlessness in me. I feel like I should be doing Something Big and of course I look back to Tamino and wonder what happened to that kind of focus and direction. Perhaps that was my one big bang. Don't know. Day to day, I feel I need to be making something, hence things like Biography, short stories (when I'm asked for them, which is very rare) and Ghiroy which, quite honestly, has suffered the most from this recent bout. Today, though, I whipped out paper and brush and made a new Marcel drawing, something I haven't done in a really long time. I think. Marcel is just joy. He's a happy guy, pretty much never down. He cheers me up. He's fun to draw. So there's this.

Friday, September 12, 2014

This is it, the final collection of the selfie project, minus the original photo that I used for reference. It's about a month's worth of work, really a little less. It's the biggest project I've completed in a long time, far bigger than the last (and only) show I put together for that bar four years ago. We'll see if anyone wants to show this. The ink drawings I'm betting will be a hard sell. I think I'm fairly well in the minority of folks who really like the look of just ink on paper. I left the pencil in, too because that's not only part of the process but there's something a little more active in the drawings with the pencil there. And since there's no white-out, no correction at all, I had to be really careful with the ink. Only made my first smudge on one of the last drawings and I managed to cover it up. This was a good thing to do over all, especially as it had me picking up the paints again. And these three came so easily for me. If it wasn't for the fact that this just adds to the PILES of completed paintings already choking my closet, I'd paint lots more. Should really do more digitally so it's not an issue but really, the feel just isn't the same. I have an affinity for the brush, not so much for the stylus.

I think this series, too showcases just about everything I love about art. There's experimentation, there's cubism, cartooning, a sort of Impressionism (hell, ALL of my work is like that as I tend to do it quickly, from observation and not from calculation). There are flowing curves and sharp angles. There are the primary colors. If anything, I think this series is a big autobiography. There's some sadness in some of the images, some humor, some seriousness. It shows a flow of time, it shows a change of moods, it shows the drive to get it done. It shows flexibility in thought and approach. I'm reading a lot into this and sounding all artsy, but it's still true. Likely only ever important to me and that's fine. So, out of nowhere, the selfie project.

Thursday, September 11, 2014

#34 and the end of the selfie project. Blue. Well, it had to be as the other two paintings were yellow and red, right? What I learned from this is that the brush chosen may well totally dictate the style I paint in. Each painting was done with one specific brush. Yes, I know, one is supposed to use a series of brushes when painting, yadda yadda. I don't work that way. Don't ride a bike that way (only use one gear), don't ink that way or draw that way. Don't know why. Lazy? Don't know. I generally like to paint all at once, too but this one I needed to take a break from as I was at it for over an hour and my legs needed a rest. I know, big deal, an hour. But I spend my working life on my feet, so days off are generally to be spent not on my feet. Anyway. Used a very small brush and because of that, things got blended. And that's fine, because I wanted each painting, like each drawing to be different. I picture this as a show, deleting perhaps three of the drawings, and arranging ten drawings around each canvas, with the original photo at either end. We'll see if anyone bites.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

In a rare turn of events, it seems I had another painting in me today. Like the one before it, I had a hard time making myself stop in time. Perhaps I could have taken this further, working it for hours, months but I don't know that it would have been any better. I seem to like to paint in short bursts, all at once. Over working things haven't worked well for me often. I've done a few paintings that I have worked and worked that have come out well enough. Hell, I don't know. I only live here.

#32. I knew I wanted a few paintings for this series, did this one today. I started with a totally blank canvas and mind. Pulled some paints, perhaps eight or nine colors. Ended up using four. As I laid out the maize color, I roughed in the head shape then surrounded it with white. There was a vagueness I liked about what was going on, so that dictated the direction of the painting. Not my usual approach at all and it was really hard to keep things ethereal especially while trying to maintain some kind of likeness. Also, the big decision was when to stop. It's really really easy to keep going past a point of no return. In this case, my brush was getting really nasty, so I went to wash it. When I came back to the easel, I couldn't think of anything major that I wanted to do; it would have all been about fiddling with details, which is a sure sign that one should put the brush down and back away. When I am successful in painting, this is what happens. I attack the canvas, manage, somehow, to make something I like and then I can't ever hope to duplicate the process again. Sigh.

Tuesday, September 09, 2014

Finished page 27 yesterday. There wasn't a LOT more to do but the details help make it, I think.

Sunday, September 07, 2014

WIP of the next page of Ghiroy. It's nearly done, but I wanted to post something that wasn't the selfie project. I was worried that I'd left this comic behind, but it seems that all I needed was a little break from it. I also looked into some more current, younger folks' design work in the animation industry which goaded me into doing this. Really, the upper drawing is the direct result of this. It's more extreme than I usually draw but it helped me in the page. So I will continue Ghiroy. I just want to get to the action. That's going to be the real fun part for me to draw and the most fun. But I guess we have to have some plot first.

Saturday, September 06, 2014

#s 31 and 32. Just when I think I'm done, I look through tumblr or something and get inspired to go in another direction. So I guess the selfie project is not only a meta-cubist kind of thing, using inspiration and emotion as the different aspects of looking at the same subject, it's also a kind of record of what was going through my head on that day. I'm always looking for a way to get more fluidity and action into my stuff, so when I come across something fresh, young, new, I want to give it a try though always viewed through my own filters. That's another thing this series is about, I guess; filters and how those are applied to a subject. I think that if I get some kind of show, it will have to have the original photo so that people can see what it is I got all this from. Some of these are more cartoony than others, some are more artsy. And that should be fine. It's not like there's not a precedence for cartooning in the fine arts (Lichtenstein). Of course, I'm sure that's going to be a sore point when I try and shop this around. We'll see.

Friday, September 05, 2014

Morning warm up and a little break from the selfie project. This is my buddy, the Weezil. He's really hard to draw. Youth and beauty are like that; they don't give me a lot to work with, fewer details and such. It's hard not to overemphasize the details he does have just for want of structure. I think I made him a little too old and I didn't nail the likeness, but I think it's a decent picture. I've painted him a few times in the past, too. It's a good challenge. Of course, if I took some decent photos it might help. Everything I've done of him so far has been from his selfies.

Thursday, September 04, 2014

Two more for today.

I lied, there was at least one more.

Tuesday, September 02, 2014

#26. I think I'm getting to the end of the drawing part of this. I'd like to do about three larger paintings to complete the series.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

It's been a few days, mostly because of work and other necessary errands since I added to this. The rabbit I'd likely have to justify, partially because I did a version early on that shares some of his attributes but also because, well, it's a rabbit thing. Yes, it's cartoony, but it's also how I've been representing myself online and I am a cartoonist. So I think it's a valid entry. the second one is an experiment where I just inked every line I penciled. I also left out some of the details I've been putting in, mostly around the nose and mouth as well as the glasses. It's kinder in a way. Still going.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

#24. This one's a little subtler. The eyes are huge and the rest of the features are compressed, but I don't think it came out as obvious as I drew it. Which is interesting. And it still looks like me.